Wednesday, October 14, 2009

VIA DANIELLEN

"I’ve realized I don’t have that many friends, or well, not that many that acctually matter to me. Is it my fault? I don’t know. I ask myself that question a lot, the question of am I just boring, or maybe I’m just different.
Although some people consider me in the crowd, I can say that I’ve acctually never felt so. Always, ever since well, maybe ever, I’ve always felt as though I was the black sheep, the person out of the circle, the kid with the lice on the playground.
Maybe it is my fault, I mean I know I have that problem of showing emotion and letting people in. I’ve tried to express myself, but it just isn’t me, and it never will be.
to be friends, a person needs to feel a connecting. To be best friends, a person needs to know number of things a regular friend wouldn’t know. In reality, I have 3 of these friends. 3. The only three that ever mattered really.
Well, there are others, but these are the most important. These are the friends I never want to lose, the ones that I might get sick of, but I would never never want to leave.
Three best friends, maybe 2 more than the usual amount but, to have these girls in my life, I wouldn’t even need friends.
"- Danielle.
She's right, three girls who matter the most to me. My best friends, and I couldn't ask for anything better. ICY4Lyfe!