Tuesday, April 22, 2008

"Notice you, noticing me"




Agh, so I've been in the blogging mood lately, I just don't know why. Probably to vent everything out before it blows up in my face ?! Who knows. I'm really pissed off right now because I just wrote this blog and it didn't save so now I have to write it again ?! Whatever. Other than my most recent fetish [blogging] I've been feeling like I'm drifting away again from people who I care about most. It pisses me off since theres nothing really that I can do. Plus I can see myself changing slowly, and it's not something I always like.

I'm so disappointed in myself right now. Fuckin' 74% and shit in science. WTF, RIGHT ?! I'm asian ! 74%'s don't exist in my world ! Whatever, I better raise that shit up.

On the brighter side, this morning totally cheered me up. I guess since everyone knows I think Mark is cute they like to make fun of me for it ?! Ahaha, whatever I think it's hilarious. But today when I was walking to my 5th period class [Algebra], 5-7 people came up to me and asked if I had seen my locker yet. Did I? Naaawp, but it was so funny ! I walk to my locker and there's a picture of Mark with spokes bubbles and shit. I didn't read it i just stuffed it in my locker. I would've thrown it away but then what's the fun in that ?! (: Ahahaha, whatever dude. Everything's just whatever now. Boys, life, SCHOOL.

THREE DAYS UNTIL ST. JOES.WHICH MEANS MORE FUN WITH THE BFF<3
I can't wait. I'm so excited! Ahahaha, last year was suuuch a blast. <3(:. And then we'll have an ICY chill after that to not over use ICY, just like after AG4PE ! Ahahaha. Ah man, I missed ICY a lot.
I haven't ICED anyone in a while !
Fresh picks; ST. JOES.
Ahhh, I remember when the ICY's ICED me cause I didn't fight for them and shit. Sorry(: I just didn't want to be ROFL'D. It's love.<3

Hit that bitch, oh go!
Sexy or what.

SOSOSOSOSO, Photo shoot last weekend.
Friday or saturday or some day.
I was planning to do it with Julie !, But she left to talk about her prom. Which is understandable because there's some conflict going on ! :/
Whatever, that didn't stop me from a photo shoot ! But I didn't know how to work the focus until the camera was almost dead ): That's ohkay because a lot of them turned out really fascinating ! But they're not cute. But other than that. Aaaah, Julie. :/ I've been slowly getting out of her life ! Thanks to her socalledboyfriend who pressures her like crazy about prom. And prom is this weekend ! I think it sucks how she can't go to Bell Prom. BUT OMFG DUDE. Her boyfriend's fuckin' using me and shit to see her. It sometimes pisses me off but he confronted me about it once ?! I regret giving him my number since whenever he can't reach her he fuckin' IM's me and shit. :/ What am I supposed to do about it ?! Agh.