Lalalala

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Movies Friday w/Nghia ?!
And maybe Waaanda !
Saturday, ihop?, OLP.
Which means no date with Joshy.


Other than that, I think last weekend REALLY helped me get closer to God.
Danielle thinks it tops off last year, but I think last year was the best. The first is ALWAYS the best.
But you know, when I held her hand, I felt so hopeless. I couldn't do anything because I didn't know the full story. But I didn't even need to do anything. Her presence with me and my presence with her is good enough. So everyone was hugging her, and I just kept on crying because she's my bestfriend. Whatever she goes through, I go through. She makes me feel so independent, lively, and everything in my life. She makes me laugh, smile, think about the good things about my life.
When I hugged her, I specifically remember saying "Thanks for being my best friend." And I believe that was all I could do. She's stuck with me for so many more years than anyone else I've tried to befriend, and for that, I'm perfectly happy. I've wanted to say thanks so much, but I could never find the right time.
So I minus well just write it down, before I forget about what's good in my life.

Dear Danielle,
Thanks for being my best friend, thanks for putting up with me all these years. All of my friends have faded so far, and one of my biggest fears is that I might lose you. I CAN'T lose my best friend. I really can't. You probably know more secrets about me than my own mother, but as we both stress, you can never know a person well enough. We're each other's bestfriends, but we never know everything about each other. That's the thing I Love about our friendship. I don't have to know you like a sterotyped bestfriend does, just laughing and going on in life with you as my bestfriend is ideal enough to me. Looking back, you've really made an impact in my life, and when we change our personalities, or anything change whatsoever, we've always tried to do it together without realizing it. And for that, and you, I'm grateful for everything in my life. Because at this point in life, there's absolutely nothing else that I could ask for. I have a great family, I have great friends, and I have a great best friend. And in case ANYTHING happens in the future, where we fade, I just wanted you to know how important you are to me. You're basically like my sister.

Love,
Jennifat.